Who is responsible for creating the illusory Universe and it`s inhabitants?

Disclaimer: It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy only in the illusion aka Game of Life.

What this author likes to call his journey has been developing into nothing more than a fantasy created by the mind ( ego ) of deception. It is his understanding all beings are searching for something to fill a void with no real understanding as to what this void really is.

For those who see everything as being connected or one, I ask connected to what or who?  

After 20 years of Christian church going and being taught about a savior Jesus Christ, and walking away on an Easter morning in 2013 to dive into as much information as he could handle about the church as a whole and how it came into existence, was the beginning of a roller coaster ride. ( with no regrets )

This author has written many articles using gematria some on the corruption of how the the false father enslaved the world and articles about the journey of what he called the soul. Many have stated that numbers don`t lie, however they can be manipulated, this has never been the intention of this author although at times it seem to look this way.

For those who aren`t familiar with gematria simply put it is a number system for letters of the alphabet and this author understands many languages are set up with this system.

The English alphabet has 26 letters and the number system for these letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 for the first 13 letters A-M and the number system for the last 13 letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, N-Z. Notice that the number 7 is in the middle of the each sequence. Origin of this cypher may have come from Freemasons, who could have adopted it from the Kabbala or Chaldean numerology systems.

Gematria is a method of interpreting words, based on numerical values of letters.(Greek geometria) Every thing that is created by man involves mathematics, geometry aka Sacred Geometry (Pi). I find it interesting the words Gematria and Geometria when added using the cipher equal 70 and if we use decimal parity 7+0 = 7. Why is this significant, well if you spell out 7 seven it equals 22 and 22\7 =  3.142.. which is the closest known fraction to Pi (P3,I5 ) = 8. This writer will be using simple math aka addition, subtraction, multiplication and division in the work below.

Just about every religion or culture has a savior or a god they worship. What is interesting is they all believe their god is the real and only one, this is true because it is the same god within the illusionary universe. Many have come to try and teach the truth and help wake up the dead aka human beings aka Homo sapiens only extant human species. The name Homo sapiensis Latin for “wise man” and was introduced in 1758 by Carl Linnaeus. ( Wise Man = 23 )

Well obviously the wise man ( self included ) hasn`t learned a hell of lot over many thousands of years.

There are many theories and beliefs as to who or what has been controlling this game from the start. This author makes no claim as to what the answer is. What he is going to explain is his understanding of the illusion within the English language using gematria and how it relates to the creator of the game.

The Gnostic’s share a story about Sophia-Gaia who was responsible for creating matter and all within this universe. When this author created the story Connecting To Sophia Gaia By Way Of Gematria ” the-story of creation the journey of my soul ” was written this author`s understanding was not as it is now.

Below was used by this author to help write the story Connecting To Sophia Gaia By Way Of Gematria ” the-story of creation the journey of my soul “. What this author understands now is creation of the universe was not one of spirit aka god aka creator aka source.  

TRIMORPHIC PROTENNOIA

First Descent: The first thought ( silence ) is thought through light which gives shape to the fallen. ( masculine )

Second Descent: The voice ( speech ) from the thought which is the breath ( spirit ) that gives life that empowers the fallen. ( feminine )

Third Descent: The Word or Logos from the voice of thought takes human appearance and teaches the light or truth.( masculine )

We will begin with the numbers, it is suggested if the reader has the desire, to use the cypher above and do the math for themselves.

Trimorphic = 42,  Protennoia  = 32, 42+32 = 74, 7+4= 11, 1+1= 2, right out of the gate we have duality created.  Positive  = 38, Negative = 36, 38+36= 74. It is from here on the division continues.

We are now moving into dualism.  

noun
noun: dualism; plural noun: dualisms

1. the division of something conceptually into two opposed or contrasted aspects, or the state of being so divided. “a dualism between man and nature”

Philosophy – a theory or system of thought that regards a domain of reality in terms of two independent principles, especially mind and matter ( Cartesian dualism ).

noun: Cartesian dualism – the religious doctrine that the universe contains opposed powers of good and evil, especially seen as balanced equals.

In Christian theology, the heresy that in the incarnate Christ there were two coexisting persons, human and divine.

 2. the quality or condition of being dual; duality.  

Origin
late 18th century: from dual, on the pattern of French dualisme.

noun: individuality

 1. the quality or character of a particular person or thing that distinguishes them from others of the same kind, especially when strongly marked.

Here we have the separation between mind ( I ego ) and spirit ( one )  which becomes dualism creating duality in-turn creates individuality. Notice the word duality at the end of the word individuality. This creates the dual within the individual.(  Dual = 13 )

 Dualism = 25  –  Duality = 27 – 25+27 = 52 = 7.   These two words give us our days of the week and number of weeks of the year.  Individuality = 52  = 7, I Ego = 19 – 1+9 = 10 = 1, One = 8  When the illusion of separation occurred  19-8 = 11, look what we find.

The number 11 gives us Animal = 11,  Mind  = 11, together we have 22, 2+2 = 4. This author has only come across two words that equal 4,  AMAN and Ban. Here in the animal mind we find our famous 11 11, much has been written and discussed as to what these numbers represent or mean.

Aman  “The word is derived from Arabic aman meaning ‘security, safety, peace, shelter, protection.” Sanskrit name for boys meaning Peace.

Origin Ban: Old English bannan ‘summon by a public proclamation’, of Germanic origin, reinforced by Old Norse banna ‘curse, prohibit’; the noun is partly from Old French ban ‘proclamation, summons, banishment’.

The number 22 gives us Pi Phi, Adam Eve, Seven, ISIS, Matrix, Bondage, Forty and Cross to list a few. The human skull has 22 bones.

In the Gnostic story Sophia is Christ`s consort and they are known as the 13th. Aeon.  

TRIMORPHIC PROTENNOIA Codex XIII ( 13 )

Then the Perfect Son revealed himself to his Aeons who originated through him, and he revealed them and glorified them and gave them thrones and stood in the glory with which he glorified himself. They blessed the Perfect Son, the Christ, the only-begotten God.

In the world of reincarnation there is a term used to relate ones past existences with today’s. The word is ASPECT, Christ was creating aspects, duality which becomes what this author calls Living Energy.  ( Aspect = 25  = 7  )

The Egyptians identified Christ – Messiah using the letters Iu-em-hetep. Now we will take these words and separate them from the dashes and see what the value is. IU ( I5,U6 ) 5+6 = 11, EM ( E5,M1 ) 5+1 = 6, HETEP ( H6,E5,T7,E 5,P3 ) 6+5+7+5+3 = 26, 11+6+26 = 43, 4+3 = 7. Leaving in the ( – Dash = 17 ) gives us the number 77, 7+7 = 14, 7X7 = 49, 4+9 = 13, 1+3 = 4. What this author finds awesome is that the trail of numbers always continues as his journey expands beyond the limits or bondage which has enslaved man.

Just a few words with the numerical value of 43 are fire water, holy spirit, and hocus pocus. Now for 14, love, die, dead, sex, cave, six, red and Phi. Using the mirror phenomena for 43/34 = 77. Now we will take a look at some words with the numerical value of 34, forehead, fishes, beginning, descends, Aquarius, Golgotha, human skull, Astrology and magnetism.

Iu-em-hetep means “He who comes in peace as number seven” COULD THIS BE the continuous coming of the Christ – Messiah ( higher mind ) trying to wake us up to realize who we truly are?  Which may explain,  Matthew 24:36  “But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.”  Each individual will experience this in their own mind.

Proverbs 9:1 ” Wisdom has built her house, She has hewn out her seven pillars; ”

Living ( L2,I5,V5,I5,N1,G7 ) = 25, Energy ( E5,N1,E5,R5,G7,Y2 ) = 25 here you will find these words have the exact numbers 125557 only in different order. This will also give us 25+25 = 50 = 5, what this author calls the man star aka five point star. FIVE POINT STAR = 58 = 13 = 4. The first 7 prime numbers : 2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17= 58. A few words and word combination that equal 58, Light Darkness, Spirit Soul Mind and Transfigured.

Energy is only found in the illusion, due to it can be manipulated and changed just like the illusion of time.

Individual= 38, =11,= 2 we briefly looked at number 11, however when we spell out Eleven ( E5,L2,E5,V5,E5,N1 ) = 23 = 5, Eleven gives us some interesting words, El,  Eve, Leven, and Even. You may not be familiar with the name Leven, an English surname and place name. It is etymologically related to the name Lennox.  Leven is also the Dutch word for ‘life.’ Hebrew (male name) for “heart’s child. The word hearts is also the word earths.

I could only find the word aa which equals 2.   noun: aa – 1. basaltic lava forming very rough, jagged masses with a light frothy texture.Origin of aa – Hawaiian ‘a‘a, to burn.

When we spell out Two ( T7,W4,O2 ) = 13 and we have Zero, God, Sun, Ten, Net, Alpha, Dot, Line ,Vail, Jew, and Clock. Let the reader recall Christ and Sophia were called the 13th. Aeon. All things are created by a dot and line. All things can only be created in the mind. I have read some individuals believe the English language is the lost language. Is it a coincidence Christ and Sophia are called the 13th. Aeon. We will come back to the spelling of the number 13.

As I was writing this part I happened to glance over at the time on my computer and it was 10:10 = 20 = 2 and today`s date is 12/14/2019 = 20 = 2.

Next up is 38, where the rubber meets the road. See if any of these words resonate, Esoteric, Revelation, Aphrodite, Replenish, Universe, Cosmic Puzzle, Positive, Demiurge, Bridegroom and Prodigal Son. Many individuals believe Lucifer is the prodigal son which is true because Christ, yourself and I are also the prodigal son.

Time to look at the number 32, Christ, Lucifer, Trinity, Infinity, Present, Serpent, Incarnation, Firmament, Divided, Phalanges, Current, Religion, Sanctuary, Thirty, Tabernacle, Protoplasm, Mitosis, English, and my favorite Confusion all have the numerical value of 32.
Jesus Christ in the bible is called the word. ( Word = 15,  Eve = 15 , Human = 15, Hell = 15 )

( KJV ) ” John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”  Let the reader notice the numbers in this verse 11, there are 17 words and the total numerical value is 250 for this verse. We have a lot going on 11 = 2, 250 = 7 and 17 = 8, which gives us 2+7+8 = 17 = 8.  Christ = 32, Sophia = 23, 32+23 = 55 = 10 = 1 ( ONE = 8 )  Sophia is known as wisdom which could be the mind of Christ. In the Genesis story the female EVE is blamed for what many call the fall of man. This is when many believe sin entered the game, there is no sin only perceived to create guilt and shame in the mind. 

( KJV )  “John 1:3  All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.”   Well this verse pretty much answers the question. Who is responsible for creating the illuionary Universe and it`s inhabitants?  This verse contains 17 words = 8, and the total numerical value of the verse equals 243 = 9. Here we find the number 17 again. The verse has the numbers 1 and 3 and John equals 13, 1+3+13 = 17, add the word colon = 10, 17+10 = 27.  The number 27 is loaded with clues see for yourself here are some of them, Jesus, Light, White, Bethel, Duality, Alphabet, Nazareth, Chi Rho, Lamb Of God and Hebrew.

In the normal creation of the Embryo ( E5,M1,B2,R5,Y2,O2 ) = 17, there are 46 chromosomes, 46 is the mirror number of 64, It Is What It Is = 64, Christ Lucifer = 64, the game of chess has 64 squares. Antichrist = 46, as do the following words and word combinations, Garden Of Eden,  Eighty  Six,  Temple Heaven,  Ten  Commandments,  All  Seeing  Eye, House  Of God, Circumcised and Trimester. It just keeps on dividing 46+64 = 110 = 11 = 2. The human pregnancy averages about 9 months. ( 27 = 9 )

( KJV ) Revelation 13:18 “Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.” Many  believe this is the number of the Antichrist and they are correct, because it is man. The illusion created by the I ego and the story of Jesus as coming to save the world has been tuned into one about sin and being saved from this sin. All illusions are created from the imagination within the I ego.

Just as a magician creates an illusion to divert the audience from what they think they are actually seeing, the mind has been tricking you to believe you have a body.

 Imagination = I Magi Nation = 36, 11 letters, the following also have the numerical value of 36, Life Time, Word Of God, Simon Magus, Mary Magdalene, Love Wisdom, Reverse, Quadrangle,  Invisible,  Sorcerer,  Monotheism,  Celestia,  Negative and Algorithm. 

Algorithm; a process or set of rules to be followed in calculations or other problem-solving operations, especially by a computer.( Computer = 32 )
Imagination:
noun: imagination; plural noun: imaginations

1. the faculty or action of forming new ideas, or images or concepts of external objects not present to the senses.

2. the ability of the mind to be creative or resourceful.

3. the part of the mind that imagines things.

Origin
Middle English: via Old French from Latin imaginatio(n- ), from the verb imaginari ‘picture to oneself’, from imago, imagin- ‘image’.
How do eyes see images?

The images we see are made up of light reflected from the objects we look at. This light enters the eye through the cornea, which acts like a window at the front of the eye. Because the front part of the eye is curved, it bends the light, creating an upside down image on the retina.

Images = 25 = 7,  Imagine = 25, 7, Image = 19, I Ego = 19 = 10 = 1, These three words equal an interesting number 25+25+19 = 69, which I will not expound at this time.

(KJV) Genesis 1:27  ” So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. Total numerical value 315 = 9.

Genesis = 35+1+27 = 63 = 9, Nine months is the average length for human pregnancy.

Cause And Effect = 59, The following words and word combination also equal 59,  Jesus  Christ, Light Life Love, Masculine Feminine and  Two Edged Sword.  

(KJV) Hebrews 4:12 ” For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.

(KJV) Hebrews 4:12, Hebrews = 33+4+12 = 49 use the word colon = 59

I am he as you are he as you are me
And we are all together.

Total numerical value = 166 = 13

Let me take you down Cause I`m going to Strawberry Fields Nothing is real.
Total numerical value = 238 = 13

If God is one or wholeness it is impossible for God to create duality, this would not make God whole. Could this be what the Big Bang ( 25 ) theory is trying to reveal? The split of Adam ( atom ) to create Eve is the split of the mind from spirit.

Could the story of Christ and true meaning of the crucifixion and resurrection be one of the mind? Is the true teaching about correcting thought and abolishing the ego? As long as the ego is in control of the mind there will be no peace on earth.

It only makes sense Christ created the ego so he has to teach how to abolish it, the church turned him into being a martyr. If God is love there is no way God would create duality or sacrifice anyone. Everything outside of God is not real it is all a dream ( imagination ) the ego wants you to believe you are living in a body we call flesh, there is no real body, all has be made by the split mind and all happens in the mind. Just like when you go to sleep and dream nothing is real.

There is no sin you are innocent, believing you have left is the result of guilt and shame. The real message is about learning what true forgiveness is and seeing all your brothers and sister as innocent.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Searching For Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which gives you wisdom that enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

” When an individual learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits. “( Jack Shea)

” Wisdom leads to all the right paths, knowledge will gain you freedom and love is the glue for all things”  (John Michael)

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

What Do The Apple Uterus Bull and Queen`s Chamber Have In Common ?

This author uses sacred geometry aka gematria to find hidden meanings in words. The English alphabet has 26 letters and the number system for these letters 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 for the first 13 letters A-M and the number system for the last 13 letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, N-Z this is called a cipher. Notice that the number 7 is in the middle of the sequence. This author takes no credit for the creation of this numbering system and understands that it`s origin may have come from Masonic wisdom.

In the word Electromagnetic the letters to the left and to the right of the M each equal 29, 2+9 = 11 this would give us our 1111 or 4, now when we multiply 7 x 7 = 49, 4+9 = 13, 1+3 = 4 and a W or a M or two V`s all have 4 lines. Here are some of the words the number 29 reveals, male female, vessel, incarnate, first creation, red blue and forsaken. If we take out the M we now have 58 see these words with this same numerical value, light darkness, spirit soul mind, transfigured, two witnesses, five point star and previously we found the first 7 prime numbers 2,3,5,7,11,13,17 = 58, 5+8 = 13, 1+3 = 4. Not sure yet watch this 11×11 = 121, 1+2+1 = 4, we also saw this number in part one of this story. When we spell 11 this gives us ( E5,L2,E5,V5,E5,N1 ) = 23, 23 x 2 = 46, this number was expounded on prior, however to ties this in more we also find the word EVE in eleven.

Visit here to read the prior article > 1111 that feeds into this one.

We can`t move on until we see what the word tetrad is telling us ( T7,E5,T7,R5,A1,D4 ) = 29, the mirror number is 92 which gives us 29+92 = 121. What is fascinating about this number 4 is Sophia was identified as the 13th. aeon in this Gnostic story, CH4 C = 3, H = 6, 3+6+4 = 13.

​Definition for the word tet·rad: (tĕt′răd′) n. 1. A group or set of four. 2. A tetravalent atom, radical, or element. 3. Biology a. A four-part structure that forms during the prophase of meiosis and consists of two homologous chromosomes, each composed of two sister chromatids. b. A group of four haploid cells, such as spores, formed by meiotic division of one mother cell.

In chemistry, a tetravalence is the state of an atom with four electrons available for covalent chemical bonding in its valence (outermost electron shell). An example is methane (CH4): the tetravalent carbon atom forms a covalent bond with four hydrogen atoms.

As for methane (CH4), most humans can’t produce it at all. Methane in the body results from microbes called methanogens, which are not bacteria but members of the Archaea kingdom, the oldest life forms on the planet. Only about one-third of humans have methanogens among their gut flora. ( Where have we seen one-third before? )

If we take the first two letters of the words electricity and magnetism we have ELMA or MALE ( M1,A,1L2,E5 ) = 9, and further research will show that ELMA are the first two letters for the names of Elizabeth and Mary who were related according to the story in the Holy Bible. The name Elma comes from the Arabic origin. In Arabic the meaning of the name Elma is: Apple. We can find several verses in the Old Testament that refer to the apple of thine eye, of his eye, of the eye and many of you are familiar with the saying ” Apple Of My Eye ” check out the lyrics of this song by Badfinger.

Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance for apple of the eye; Feminine active participle of an unused root meaning to hollow out; something hollowed (as a gate), i.e. Pupil of the eye — apple (of the eye).

Apple Of My Eye

” Apple Of My Eye “

Oh, I’m sorry, but it’s time to move away
Though inside my heart, I really want to stay
Believe the love we have is so sincere
You know, the gift you have will always be

You’re the apple of my eye
You’re the apple of my heart
But now, the time has come to part

Oh, I’m sorry, but it’s time to make a stand
Though we never meant to bite the lovin’ hand
And now, the time has come to walk alone
We were the children, now we’ve overgrown

Now, the time has come to part
Now, the time has come to part.

The original Hebrew for this idiom in the verses found in the Old Testament is as follows: ‘iyshown ‘ayin (אישון עין), and can be literally translated as “Little Man of the Eye.” This is a reference to the tiny reflection of yourself that you can see in other people’s pupils. Other KJV translations of the word ‘iyshown include dark and obscure, as a reference to the darkness of the pupil.

This author understands that all are one and things such as sounds, symbols and gestures are either codes or triggers. For example this song is the splitting of the twin flame as it is you who you see in the eye and it is you who are the apple of my eye, ( A1,P3,P3,L2,E5 ) = 14, ( O2,F6 ) = 8, ( M1,Y2, ) = 3, ( E5,Y2,E5 ) = 12, 14+8+3+12 = 37. We found that Sophia Gaia, Virgin Mary, Androgynous, King Queen and All That Is, have this same numerical value. If this is about reflection then we must look at the number 73 and here is what this author found, It Is All That Is All One ( I5,T7 ) = 12, ( I5,S6 ) = 11, ( A1,L2,L2 ) = 5, ( T7,H6,A1,T7) = 21, ( I5,E6 ) = 11, ( A1,L2,L2 ) = 5, ( O2,N1,E5 ) = 8, 12+11+5+21+11+5+8 = 73, 7+3 = 10, 1+0 = 1. Now let`s take a look at Little Man of the Eye ( L2,I5,T7,T7,L2,E5 ) = 28, ( M1,A1,N1 ) = 3, ( O2,F6 ) = 8, ( T7,H6,5E ) = 18, ( E5,Y2,5 ) = 12, 28+3+8+18+12 = 59. Where have we seen this number before?

This author identifies man as numbers locked in prison in the physical as the number 7 living in Egypt ( E5,G7,Y2,P3,T7) = 24, same numerical value as earth, Pharaoh, zygote and immortal. Here the soul becomes enslaved by the Dark Satellite aka Black Knight Satellite known as the number 8 or the Uterus ( U6,T7,E5,R5,U6,S6 ) = 35, 3+5= 8, Genesis and Human Being also have this same numerical value of 35. If the Kingdom of God is within, could this mean the only way to re-enter is to incarnate into flesh, seed ( S6,E5,E5,D4 ) = 20, ( F6,E5,M1,A1,L2,E5 ) = 20, child ( C3,H6,I5,L2,D4 ) = 20, recalling mineral and proton have this same numerical value. The word twenty gives us ( T7,W4,E5,N1,T7,Y2 ) = 26, Egyptian scribes called earth the underground aka hell ( H6,E5,L2,L2 ) = 15, could HELL mean living beneath the Solar Plexus or in the Queen`s Chamber of the Great Pyramid Of Giza?

Bull Head Queens Chamber

To further expound the size of a normal uterus is 7.6cm. x 4.5cm when multiplied this equals 34.20 this gives us the numbers 34 and 20 and we found some interesting words in these two numbers, for 34 we have fishes, beginning, descends, Aquarius and geometry, for 20 we found, female, seed, proton, portal, gate, oxygen and Ogdoad. OK what about using inches you may be thinking, 2.992125984252 x 1.7716535433071 = 5.3010106020213 added equals 24, if we take the first two digits we have 5+3 = 8 and 53 is the mirror of 35, 53+35 = 88, 8+8 = 16, 1+6 = 7, and 8×8 = 64. Now this is going to be more than you bargained ( contracted ) for using just the number 64 we see 6+4 = 10 which gave us the number 13 ( T7,E5,N1 ) and the Queen`s Chamber in the Great Pyramid Of Giza measures 18′ 10″ x 17′ 2″ and 15′ high. Breaking this down to inches L 226 x W 206 = 432, 4+3+2 = 9, H 180 = 1+8 = 9 and when added together 432 + 180 = 612, 6+1+2 = 9. Multiplied 226 x 206 x 180 = 8,380,080 = 8+3+8+8 = 27 = 2+7 = 9. Surely we now have to look at number 27 again.

We will look at this number as it pertains to the child, so hang on Jesus ( J4,E5,S6,U6,S6 ) = 27, Light ( L2,I5,G7,H6,T7 ) = 27 and last but not least Bethel ( B2,E5,T7,H6,E5,L2 ) = 27. Definition for beth·el – noun 1. a holy place. 2. a chapel for seamen. Here is where it really gets humorous as Bethel led this author to Bethlehem, this may be a surprise to some readers as what was found for definitions of this word.

Hebrew – House of Bread, aka City of David, Arabic – House of Meat look again at the second definition of Bethel seaman ( semen ) = 18 and so does gene, life, time, spark and YHWH. Now we have to look at Bethlehem ( B2,E5,T7,H6,L2,E5,H6,E5,M1 ) = 39, and Sperm ( S6,P3,E5,R5,M1 ) = 20, ( E5,G7,G7 ) = 19, 20+19 = 39. Taking this further when we add 34+20 = 54, here we find Kingdom Of Heaven, First House and Water Hydrogen, the key is 3+4+2+0 = 9. To sum this up from this authors understanding Queen`s Chamber ( Q4,U6,E5,E5,N1,S6 ) = 27, ( C3,H6,A1,M1,B2,E5,R5 ) = 23, 27+23 = 50, inserting the word apostrophe in place of the symbol ` we need to add 40 and wouldn`t you know 50+40 = 90, 9+0 = 9.

Have you heard the saying ” Grab The Bull By The Horns ” ( G7,R5,A1.B2 ) = 15, ( T7,H6,E5 ) = 18, ( B2,U6,L2,L2 ) = 12, ( B2,Y2 ) = 4, ( T7,H6,E5 ) = 18, ( H6,O2,R5,N1,S6 ) = 20, 15+18+12+4+18+20 = 87. Looks like perfect timing for our numbers 7 and 8, 7+8= 15, 7 x 8 = 56, Human = 15 and Father Mother = 56 well wait to you see this when we spell 87 ( E5,I5,G7,H6,T7,Y2 ) = 32, ( S6,E5,V5,E5,N1 ) = 22, 32+22 = 54 normal uterus is 7.6cm. x 4.5cm when multiplied this equals 34.20.

Could this really be the story of the divine man ( soul ) number 9 imprisoned by the Number 8. There may be another clue in the word fifty ( F6,I5,F6,T7,Y2 ) = 26, mother, matter and caverns have this numerical value also 2+6 = 8. Taking the first 9 digits of PI ( P3,I5 ) 3.14159265 multiplied = 324, 3+2+4 = 9. This combination of numbers has shown up 3 times we started with 34.20 and then 432 and now 324 looks like a Trinity to this writer as is the number 9, 3+3+3 = 9.Can we say that there is magic in numbers? Magic ( M1,A1,G7,I5,C3 ) = 17, Embryo ( E5,M1,B2,R5,Y2,02 ) = 17, 1+7 = 8. We found the number 24 when we multiplied the inches of a normal uterus now multiply 324, 3 x 2 x 4 = 24 the following words have this same numerical value, earth, heart, Israel, Pharaoh, sacred, and flower. How long is man going to continue to FALL for this TRICK?

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
Truth Seeker
What Can We Find In The First 9 Digits Of Pi?
Connecting To Sophia-Gaia By Way Of Gematria The Story Of Creation / The Journey Of My Soul Part 1
“Searching For Truth”

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

When an individuals learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits.

The Ox and ANKH Symbols Leads To 1111

This author uses sacred geometry aka gematria to find hidden meanings in words. The English alphabet has 26 letters and the number system for these letters 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 for the first 13 letters A-M and the number system for the last 13 letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, N-Z this is called a cipher. Notice that the number 7 is in the middle of the sequence. This author takes no credit for the creation of this numbering system and understands that it`s origin may have come from Masonic wisdom.

Throughout history as we know the Ox, cow, bull, buffalo and bison were worshiped by many civilizations. ” In Egyptian mythology, Apis or Hapis (alternatively spelled Hapi-ankh, Egyptian hieroglyphs ⟨ḥjpw⟩, reconstructed as Old Egyptian */ˈħujp?w/ (with unknown final vowel) > Middle Egyptian ˈħeʔp(?w), Coptic: ϩⲁⲡⲉ/ⲓ) is a sacred bull worshiped in the Memphis region. Identified as the son of Hathor, a primary deity in the pantheon of Ancient Egypt. Initially, he was assigned a significant role in her worship, being sacrificed and reborn. Later, Apis also served as an intermediary between humans and other powerful deities (originally Ptah, later Osiris, then Atum).” ( sound familiar )

Hathor (/ˈhæθɔːr/ or /ˈhæθər/;Egyptian: ḥwt-ḥr; in Greek: Ἅθωρ, meaning “mansion of Horus”) is an Ancient Egyptian goddess who personified the principles of joy, feminine love, and motherhood. She was one of the most important and popular deities throughout the history of Ancient Egypt. Hathor was worshiped by royalty and common people alike. In tomb paintings, she is often depicted as “Mistress of the West,” welcoming the dead into the next life. In other roles, she was a goddess of music, dance, foreign lands, and fertility. She was believed to assist women in childbirth. She was also believed to be the patron goddess of miners. ( source wiki )

The ankh (/ˈæŋk/ or /ˈɑːŋk/; Egyptian ꜥnḫ), also known as crux ansata (the Latin for “cross with a handle”) is an ancient Egyptian hieroglyphic ideograph with the meaning “life”. ( source wiki ) We find the letters ankh in the alternative spelling of the name given to Apis ( Hapi-ankh ) See if you can follow along, the letters ankh are also symbolized by the Tau Cross and the Crux Ansata. You can find many different configurations of these two crosses although the meaning found is life. This author asks what life is this really symbolizing, the life of the flesh or the death of the soul enslaved in the flesh or perhaps both. Back to Ox, understanding that the same symbol can have many different meanings just like words, below are two symbols that supposedly have come from the letters ANKH ( A1,N1,K3,H6 ) = 11 and OX gave us 2+3 = 5 in our base 10 number system, what if instead X is used as the roman numeral 10, 1+0 = 1, 2+1 = 3.

Sophia`s first decent from the Gnostic text we found ” Now the voice that came from my thought exists as three permanences: the father, the mother, the son. The voice is perceptible speech containing a word rich in every glory. It has three masculinities, three powers, and three names. They are in the manner of the triad of three [shapes], which are quadrangles, secretly in silence of the ineffable one.”

Could Hathor and Sophia be the same feminine energy aka magnetism aka Gaia ( Mother Earth ) aka Uterus of the human race? Now we have 3 x 3 = 9, 3+4 = 7 and 3 x 4 = 12. 1+2 = 3.

In Astrology the sections where the Zodiac signs sit are identified as a house or mansion, if this is so then we will find Taurus to be the mansion of Horus. According to information by many individuals who study these signs, understand that Taurus rules the throat, neck, ears and lower jaw. Internally, it rules the thyroid gland, pharynx, larynx, jugular vein, tonsils, Eustachian tubes, cervical ganglia and carotid arteries.

Why is Hathor called ” mansion of Horus ” ( M1,A1,N1,S6,I5,O2,N1 ) = 17, ( O2,F6 ) = 8, ( H6,O2,R5,U6,S6 ) = 25, 17+8+25 = 50, in this mansion the five senses take control and a life is given to create a life. This is death of the soul or loss of power and the lesson begins on its way to become the Master or Lord of the house. Five Senses ( F6,I5,V5,E5 ) = 21, ( S6,E5,N1,S6,E5,S6 ) = 29, 21+29 = 50, what we see as visible is really the Invisible ( I5,N1,V5,I5,S6,I5,B2,L2,E5 ) = 36, Quadrangle, Solstice, Life Time , Pine Tree, and Mary Magdalene have this same numerical value, 3 x 6 = 18, 1+8 = 9, 3+6 = 9, Nine ( N1,I5,N1,E ) = 12, 1+2 = 3.

​​Etymology:
mansion (n.) mid-14c., “chief residence of a lord,” from Old French mansion “stay, permanent abode, house, habitation, home; mansion; state, situation” (13c.), from Latin mansionem (nominative mansio) “a staying, a remaining, night quarters, station,” noun of action from past participle stem of manere “to stay, abide,” from PIE *men- “to remain, wait for” (source also of Greek menein “to remain,” Persian mandan “to remain”). Sense of “any large and stately house” is from 1510s. The word also was used in Middle English as “a stop or stage of a journey,” hence probably astrological sense “temporary home” (late 14c.).

Symbol Of Life

Symbol Of Life

Creation Symbol

Creation Symbol

The circle and cross symbol have numerous meanings let`s look at a couple of them, first we have the circle or a zero representing all or nothing, egg of creation, feminine energy, womb, mother and Heaven.The cross symbol shows us, the vertical line representing the male phallic, father, fire, spirit, and the horizontal line or equinox, the crossing of these lines represents a plus or when turned a multiplication sign, the four elements, north, east, south and west, the four seasons and earth. The center point where these two lines meet we have duality, which is the journey of the soul learning how to unite the splitting of the two.

In this other symbol, we also find the egg or oval shape representing the womb, feminine energy, mother ( lower room ) , the bottom part represents the male phallic, male energy or perhaps from the neck up (upper room ). What we have left is the line separating or uniting the two or duality. This author also finds embedded a bow tie or a neck tie which seems to be a requirement as part of the attire for men by most businesses controlled by mega corporations and governments. All form of life ( physical ) consists of three things, a feminine and a masculine energy and a third element we call love that holds it together. These two symbols can be viewed as the tying of the knot or marriage between fire and water, electricity and magnetism to create matter. Genesis 24:2 ” Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.” This author will call this energy electromagnetic ( E5,L2,E5,C3,T7,R5,O2,M1,A1,G7,N1,E5,T7,I5,C3 ) = 59. Electromagnetic definition adjective: ” of or relating to the interrelation of electric currents or fields and magnetic fields.” ( Oxford Dictionaries )

There have been many times this author asks where the hell did that come from and how does this relate to this story. Always keep in mind As Above So Below when trying to understand who you are. Here are some more words found to have this numerical value of 59, Jesus Christ, Masculine Feminine, Light Life Love, Core Mantle Crust and Seventy Three. Can you see that Gaia is enslaved or chose to be the energy of the earth. Looking closer at the word electromagnetic we find it has 15 letters and the middle letter is M as was mentioned previously this can also be seen as a W and two V `s and M is the 13th. letter of the English Alphabet in the sequence A-Z. The Hebrew letter MeM is pronounced the same as M the 13th. letter of the Hebrew alphabet with a numerical value of 40, 4+0 = 4, this would be 7 using the English cipher used throughout this story.

Mem is believed to derive from the Egyptian hieroglyphic symbol for water, which had been simplified by the Phoenicians and named after their word for water, mem (Phoenician mem.png), ultimately coming from Proto-Semitic *maʾ-/*may-. ( Ancient Egyptian Symbol N35 / Ancient Hebrew Symbol )


Here we go on another ride so hang on, there are 7 letters on each side of the M this would equal 14 and we found the words love, sex, six, dead, die, cave, red place and PHI with this numerical value. The M has a value of 1 is in the middle as is Mantle of earth, which means – cloak – cover – conceals , outer covering of a wall. Could this M be the dividing or splitting of the Twin Flame ? Lets flip the M and look at W which has a numerical value of 4. Two V`s will give us 5×5 = 25, 2+5= 7, 5+5 = 10, 1+0= 1. This author understands everything is a trinity or is created from a trinity.

” They are in the manner of the triad of three [shapes], which are quadrangles, secretly in silence of the ineffable one.” When we look at 69 and the placement of Cancer to be at 12 o`clock recalling it is in position 4 of the Zodiac wheel in the Northern Hemisphere and 3 x 4 = 12, 1+2 = 3 how can this be or WHY.

Back to electromagnetic, the letters to the left and to the right of the M each equal 29, 2+9 = 11 this would give us our 1111 or 4, now when we multiply 7 x 7 = 49, 4+9 = 13, 1+3 = 4 and a W or a M or two V`s all have 4 lines. Here are some of the words the number 29 reveals, male female, vessel, incarnate, first creation, red blue and forsaken. If we take out the M we now have 58, words with this same numerical value are Light Darkness, Spirit Soul Mind, Transfigured, Two Witnesses, Five Point Star and previously we found the first 7 prime numbers 2,3,5,7,11,13,17 = 58, 5+8 = 13, 1+3 = 4. Not sure yet watch this 11×11 = 121, 1+2+1 = 4, we also saw this number in part one of this story. What is fascinating about this number 4 is Sophia was identified as the 13th. aeon Gnostic stories about her descent.

tet·rad (tĕt′răd′)
n.
1. A group or set of four.
2. A tetravalent atom, radical, or element.
3. Biology
a. A four-part structure that forms during the prophase of meiosis and consists of two homologous chromosomes, each composed of two sister chromatids.
b. A group of four haploid cells, such as spores, formed by meiotic division of one mother cell.

Do you see how the human body and Gaia are on the exact same journey? I almost forgot Neck Tie ( N1,E5,C3,K3 ) = 12, ( T7,I5,E5 ) = 17, 12+17 = 29.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

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Jack Shea
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