My Journey Seeking Truth

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My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 1

I share my findings out of love, not to hurt anyone or destroy your beliefs. My passion is to help the human race awaken from what I believe is a lie.

What would you do if you woke up tomorrow and realized that you have been living in an illusion of deception that most of the human race has been trapped in for thousands of years. Is your conscience level aware enough for you to be able to survive without having a major meltdown? Do you really know who you are? These tough questions I have ask myself.

I was raised Catholic and even though I went to church with my family up until the time I was about 15 years old I never felt any connection or understood much of what the Priest was preaching on. Although I did believe that Jesus Christ was the son of God although I was living a different lifestyle than one who was a follower of Christ.

Many years of alcohol and a lifestyle of promiscuity followed, which resulted in a divorce after fives years and two children. Finally in 1993 I rededicated my life to Christ and started going to church. In 1994 I quit drinking and have been sober to this day. Believing it was the strength of Christ who helped me through it.

Not joining any recovery programs at that time. Over the next tens years I remarried and we added a girl to the family. Not knowing that my addictive behavior turned into becoming a control freak it almost cost me another marriage. I remember my wife telling me that the reason I needed to be so controlling was because my life was so out of control. She was right.

In the fall of 2002 I joined a Christian 12 step recovery program and became part of the leadership for the next six years. This was a great journey that helped me understand my control addiction and I formed many friendships over those years. This is what I believed a Christ based recovery program was all about.

Moving on I felt the need to explore other church ministries and became involved with the children’s ministry. I thought this was my calling however after one year I didn`t feel the passion that was needed to make a strong commitment and left seeking another place to serve in the church.

I was a regular participant and tried to tithe ten percent which the Bible explains followers of Christ should do, at least that is the how I understood this as a way of giving back. I did struggle with this and felt unworthy when I couldn`t always give ten percent. At this time not realizing that the amount didn`t really matter.

Fast forward 2013 I was struggling with celebrating Christmas, Easter and tithing so I decided to stay home Easter morning and start another journey, one to find out what the church and Christianity were really all about.

When I mention church I am not referring to any denomination. My first research was a book written about tithing called The Tithing Dilemma by Ernest L Martin. I may have not really understood the act of tithing and this could be why I felt unworthy. The more I read the more angry I became, but this didn`t stop me as I was becoming relieved when I found out that nowhere in the Bible does God command Christians to tithe. This was a revelation for me.

Tithing was only for the Jews and it was only to be given to the Levite`s who were responsible for the temple.( Numbers 18:21 The tenth – For the tithes were all given to the Levite`s, and out of their tithes the tenth was given to the priests.) Jews today don`t tithe because there is no Levite priesthood doing service in the Temple because there is no Temple at this time.

This led to many new understandings about how and why the church and Christianity were created by the Romans. I know this may hurt it did for me until I understood that slavery is disguised in many different forms and the writers of the New Testament who were Roman royals used words which were actually satire to create literature that has many parallels to The War Of The Jews written by Flavius Josephus.

For those who are willing to be stretched beyond any where that they have ever traveled I will be revealing some very shocking information about how the church has been and still is today filled with symbols of male and female sex organs.

I understand many will find what I am going to reveal to be unbelievable as I did until I continued to keep on seeking to find what really is holding the human race in bondage.

I leave you with this to ponder: Those who are deceived don`t know that they have been deceived.

The information above is from my research, which I believe to be the truth, for the readers to do with as they see fit.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

Visit here > Seeking The Truth for more info on a movement I have joined started in South Africa that has been working on a solution to break the chains of the money trap.

Visit my new forum here > What Is Truth?

Your brother in love,

Jack Shea
Pineal Gland Activation

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 2

I share my findings out of love, not to hurt anyone or destroy your beliefs. My passion is to help the human race awaken from what I believe is a lie.

Here is where we left off in Part 1

This led to many new understandings about how and why the church and Christianity were created by the Romans. I know this may hurt, it did for me until I understood that slavery is disguised in many different forms and the writers of the New Testament who were Roman royals used words which were actually satire to create literature that has many parallels to The War Of The Jews written by Flavius Josephus.

For those who are willing to be stretched beyond any where that they have ever traveled I will be revealing some very shocking information about idolatry in the church of today.

Part 2 starts here.

What do most of all the churches you have visited have in common? There are many but I want to focus on the portraits, pictures or statues of Jesus Christ. Whether he be portrayed on the cross or painted in one of the windows if you believe that the Ten Commandments are from the God of all creation then what happened.


Second Commandment form King James Version

Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

Where is the command to display any pictures, or images of Jesus Christ, I have not been able to find it any where in the Bible. When and where did the image of Jesus Christ originate ?

It is more than coincidence that the portrait of “Jesus” that was adopted by Christians in the fourth century also shows a male person having long feminine hair. It was then a common thing to represent the pagan gods as having long hair. This was certainly the case with Zeus, Asclepius Hercules and the combination of pagan deities that gave Serapis his characteristics.

Serapis is always portrayed with a beard and long hair. It is astonishing that since the time of Constantine in the fourth century, almost all the visionary experiences of people who believed they saw a personage they thought to be “Jesus,” have seen a long haired “Jesus” sometimes with a dazzling appearance. (Jewish Men Wore Short Hair) It was a common characteristic of Jewish men to wear their hair in a close-cropped fashion.

So who do you think this image of Jesus Christ really is?

Now for another shocker are you aware that that Christmas and Easter are nothing more than pagan holidays. Show me where in the Bible that these days are to be celebrated in honor of Jesus Christ. Have you ever researched what the true meaning of December 25th. represents?

I will give you a hint it has to do with the sun and not the son you think. I leave you with this to ponder.

Watch for My Journey On The Path To Seeking The Truth Part 3 this will be a real shocker as I will reveal what has been revealed to me about male and female genitalia symbols in the architecture of the church both in the past history and still visible today.

The information above is from my research, which I believe to be the truth, for the readers to do with as they see fit. Those who are deceived don`t know that they have been deceived.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Visit here > Seeking The Truth for more info on a movement I have joined started in South Africa that has been working on a solution to break the chains of the money trap.

Visit my new forum here > What Is Truth?

Some resource used found at > http://www.askelm.com/doctrine/d920201.htm

Your brother in love,

Jack Shea
Pineal Gland Activation

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 3

I share my findings out of love, not to hurt anyone or destroy your beliefs. My passion is to help the human race awaken from what I believe is a lie.

I decided to save revealing about male and female genitalia symbols in the architecture of the church both in the past history and still visible today for part 4.

Here is where we left off in Part 2

Serapis is always portrayed with a beard and long hair. It is astonishing that since the time of Constantine in the fourth century, almost all the visionary experiences of people who believed they saw a personage they thought to be “Jesus,” have seen a long haired “Jesus” sometimes with a dazzling appearance. (Jewish Men Wore Short Hair) It was a common characteristic of Jewish men to wear their hair in a close-cropped fashion.

So who do you think this image of Jesus Christ really is?

Now for another shocker are you aware that that Christmas and Easter are nothing more than pagan holidays. Show me where in the Bible that these days are to be celebrated in honor of Jesus Christ. Have you ever researched what the true meaning of December 25th. represents?

Part 3 begins here

When and why did Christmas become a day to celebrate Christ`s birth?

The December 25th birthday of the sun god is a common motif globally, dating back at least 12,000 years as reflected in winter solstices artfully recorded in caves. “Nearly all nations,” says Doane, commemorated the birth of the god Sol to the “Queen of Heaven” and “Celestial Virgin.” The winter solstice was celebrated in countless places, including China and Persia, the latter regarding the solar Lord and Savior Mithra’s birth. In Rome, a great festival called “Saturnalia” was celebrated from December 1st to the 23rd. The winter solstice festival in Egypt included the babe in a manger brought out of the sanctuary.

Roman god Sol Invictus Regarding the date of the “Christmas Feast,” the Catholic Encyclopedia (“Christmas”) remarks:

The well-known solar feast…of Natalis Invicti, celebrated on 25 December, has a strong claim on the responsibility for our December date…. ( by Acharya S/D.M. Murdock )

In spite of this, there are millions of Christian believers who do this very thing at the time of the Winter Solstice. It is well recognized by all educated people today that the practice is purely and simply a retention of pagan doctrines in the Christian home and church and the custom has nothing to do with the teachings of the Holy Scriptures.

Among such customs is the setting up of Christmas trees. This custom is nothing more than a retention of pagan “tree worship” (which anthropologists and historians have for centuries informed the general public), but the setting up of Christmas trees continues unabated in multitudes of Christian churches around the world.

With some kind of twisted reasoning, the church authorities tell the laity that all these pagan customs are innocent enough as long as they “put Christ back into Christmas” with their worshipful adoration of the nativity of the Christ-child. But a problem arises How can the church leaders “put Christ back into Christmas” when he was never in Christmas in the first place? December 25th for the birth of Christ was not even suggested as being the time of Jesus’ birth (and certainly not celebrated by early Christians) until A.D.388.

For a decade of years and more after claiming to be a Christian, Constantine was still minting coins showing “Helios” as the Invincible Sun and protector of his Empire (see Frend, “The Early Church,” Fortress, 1982, p. 137). He also ordered his army to devote their piety to God on Sunday, the day which was the pagan day in honor of the Sun. This was a reason why most Christians went over to keeping Sunday as their day of worship. Earlier Christians kept Saturday (the Sabbath of the Bible). Christians even commenced their observance of Christmas for the same reason. Prof. Ferguson continues:

“The solar calendar introduced by Caesar and Augustus encouraged sun festivals, especially the birthday of the invincible sun — December 25. The popularity of this festival, the Saturnalia, in late pagan times appears to have been the decisive factor in the church’s choice of December 25 as the day to celebrate the birth of Jesus.” ( ibid., p.253 )

As my journey continues I have also been shocked at times like many of my readers. The challenge is what can one believe to be the truth? My suggestion is to take a real hard look at what you have been taught and by whom and who continues to do the teaching. Now take a look at what has caused and still is causing all the chaos in this world today. I call them the Big 3 we have religion, government and money all created by man like a pyramid all connected and flowing to the top just like the one on the back of the dollar bill. I see an eye on top of a triangle, well I believe this represents god but not any loving God. I see the fourth side of the pyramid as the human race enslaved.

Many believe this to be their God the creator of all things, I find this impossible when money has been used to keep the people in slavery. You may also want to learn the truth about tithing visit here > The Tithing Dilemma to learn why tithing is not biblical.

Watch for My Journey On The Path To Seeking The Truth Part 4 this will be a real shocker as I will reveal what has been revealed to me about male and female genitalia symbols in the architecture of the church both in the past history and still visible today.

The information above is from my research, which I believe to be the truth, for the readers to do with as they see fit. Those who are deceived don`t know that they have been deceived.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Visit here > Seeking The Truth for more info on a movement I have joined started in South Africa that has been working on a solution to break the chains of the money trap.

Visit my new forum here > What Is Truth?

Some resource used found at > http://www.askelm

Your brother in love,

Jack Shea
Pineal Gland Activation

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 4

I share my findings out of love, not to hurt anyone or destroy your beliefs. My passion is to help the human race awaken from what I believe is a lie.

For many years I read and studied the bible understanding it to be all taken as literal. Over the last 18 months I started a new journey and my understanding has led me to more revelations and why I believe most individuals have this same understanding.

On this journey I first realized that the bible is coded mathematically with the bottom line being that no one is going to burn in hell and all mankind will be saved. This I truly believe but not the way most Christians understand it.

As my awareness continues to increase my journey becomes more exciting everyday. From the story of Adam and Eve to the death and resurrection of Christ in these two distinct books called the bible the authors purposely hid the true meanings of who we are, where we are going and where we came from. (esoteric literature)

The time has come for many individuals who are awakening to find that the hidden truths in the bible and all ancient writings is being recognized to be the knowledge that can release the human race from this long term bondage. Simply put knowledge is power and when only a small percentage own this power the many are left to be their slaves.

At this point in my journey I can now see how these ancient writings are metaphorical through out. It is also clear to me that even before the written languages were developed symbols and signs in caves, on rocks and clay tablets were to be understood by only the elite, are metaphors of describing infinite awareness which is who I believe we all are. This could also be understood as God being all in all.

Why is it that all of these writings point to the sun, moon, stars and planets in our solar system? Why does a circle have no beginning or end? Is a circle a symbol for continuous creation? Could it be that Alpha and Omega means oneness? These and many more questions I continue to ask myself and the answers I find are sometimes hard to believe.

If you don`t understand that we are all slaves to a system just take a serious look back through history and notice that we have been manipulated to believe we have freedoms. When in reality we only have privileges. See the definition of citizen below.

The Free Dictionary;

1. A person owing loyalty to and entitled by birth or naturalization to the protection of a state or nation.

2. A resident of a city or town, especially one entitled to vote and enjoy other privileges there.

If you were born in the U.S.A. and filled out any paper that asked you if you are a U.S. citizen and checked off yes, guess what. If you have a birth certificate or a social security number issued in the U.S. guess what.

If history is written by the victors and the direction of the world has been moving in reverse as far as morals and integrity are concerned. Why do we want to sit idle and continue on this path of insanity?

Look at how robotic the human race is, many individuals go to school get a job, start a business, buy a car, buy a house, buy stuff all chasing after money, whether earning it or waiting for the welfare check it is still needed to buy the necessities for survival.

Now let`s look at those we consider less fortunate that have no food clean water or shelter, who are slaves to their environment. We believe that because we have the money to buy the necessities we are free. But we are only slaves in a different environment.

This is all about mind control and the numbing of true consciousness.
I still believe the Big 3 that continue to keep mankind in bondage are Money, Religion and Government.

Remember who you are! ( Infinite Love) When you do you will understand that you can`t be hurt there is nothing to fear and this physical life is only an illusion to keep your consciousness sleeping.

In Part 4 I was going to reveal how male and female genitalia symbols are used in the architecture of the church both in past history and still visible today. I decided to save that article for another time.

You can find My Journey On The Path To Seeking The Truth Part 3 by visiting here >My Journey

The information above is from my research, which I believe to be the truth, for the readers to do with as they see fit. Those who are deceived don`t know that they have been deceived.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
Pineal Gland Activation

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 5

I have written articles about what I understood why the Bible was written and like most individuals I was taught by those who interpreted it as literal literature.

There are many ancient writings by authors preparing the human race on how to escape the slavery that has bound man in the physical realm. (Five Senses) This information was to be understood when mankind evolved and matured enough to understand and apply this knowledge. This is now happening and we are the ones we have been waiting for.

In past articles I have mentioned that the Romans were the authors of the New Testament and as I continue to further my research it appears that is was Hellenist`s who wrote both the Old Testament and the New Testament. ( I know that most believe the Old Testament to be written way before the Hellenistic era )

Hel·le·nist definition from the FREE Dictionary:

1. One in Hellenistic times who adopted the Greek language and culture, especially a Jew of the Diaspora.
2. A devotee or student of Greek civilization, language, or literature.

When an individual does enough research it is clearly apparent that many biblical stories echo different episodes of Greek compositions and tales (myths).

The Romans were responsible for interpreting the bible as literal writings only for the benefit of religion and the enslaving of the masses who understood it this way. Constantine one of the most brutal Caesars in history needed a way to save himself from all of his violet and bloody acts against many individuals including family members. Thus interpreting the New Testament as a literal story of the man Jesus Christ to be his and the savior of the world. Still taught today this way through all Christian denominations.

Greek mythology as many would believe has no significant meaning, again take these stories as tales when there is deep hidden meanings just like the mythology hidden in the Bible. From Genesis to Revelations what is being revealed is the human anatomy and specifically the mind and how the two parts of the brain are at war with each other. ( Cain & Abel, Abraham & Sara, Jacob and Esau, Samson & Delilah, David & Goliath, The Prodigal Son, also known as Two Sons ) These are just some examples that when carefully studied reveals this duality.

These stories are allegorical explaining that the physical must be sacrificed. The left side of the brain must submit to the right side of the brain thus becoming one and through meditation activating the single eye.

When the Bible is taught and understood as literal stories ( real life characters ) an individual will have a difficult time knowing thyself. Matthew 6:22 King James Version (KJV )The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light. ( the pineal gland is the single eye located between the two cerebral hemispheres)

There is much more to share about knowing thyself. I also have some very important information on the global economy and how this will affect all of us possibly sometime this year. If you follow prophecy this is about the number 7 and the seven years of forgiving all debt.

I leave this for you to ponder. Why are there so many stories in the Bible about two individuals?

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

When an individuals learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits.

Some resources from Bill Donahue, KJV Bible, Encyclopedia Britannica

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
Pineal Gland Activation

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 6

Visit here > Seeking Truth for Parts 1-5

The road my journey has led me on is sometimes quite unbelievable, while very exciting as well. From the many areas of research I have dug into my latest one is so far out there that many individuals would be scared to death to encounter anything like it.

If I am going to use this quote
The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open then I must apply this to my journey as well. I have come to the understanding that anything is possible and not to let what I have been taught and manipulated by a system, that only cares about controlling individuals by enslaving them to live by their agenda of rules and laws, to be all that there is in this experience we call life.

The saying Live Outside Of The Box brings new meaning when an individual learns how this box has been put together. As an example let`s use a square box to represents the physical body as the one you are living in. Now let`s take this box and turn it into a circle which represent consciousness as the one you are living in.

As you can see that the box is limited by what we think and what we do as a result of what we think. Now this circle is not controlled by what we think because there is no thought from the mind in higher consciousness( infinite awareness )only wisdom and truth from all that is all, the creator ( God ) call this whatever you like.

This area remains undiscovered by most individuals either because they don`t know how to access it or they were told don`t go there you will be in contact with demons. Well if you believe in demons haven`t you been squaring off with them all of your life in the form of man.

Who is controlling the mind of man? Maybe you are just like me and have always thought that you had control over all your thoughts and actions, but what if we have been filled with implants that we never new were inside of us. Have you ever heard of cellular memory? Just like our mind every cell in our body has memory both good and bad.

How many of these cells are carried over to you from past experiences of relatives and how many different experiences have these relatives had? How many times have you said or done something and had no idea why you did it? I don`t think that I am the only one who has experienced this.

That was just one possibility now for the far out thoughts. If everything is made up of matter and all matter is a form of energy then nothing would ever die it would just change into something else no matter how large or small.

Many believe in reincarnation, what if your soul which is energy has been on a journey traveling for thousands of years collecting all these good and bad experiences along the way. What if other forms of energy have been invading your energy and feeding off of your`s?

Hard to believe this is happening, well not for me just take a look around you and see all of the technology that is being used to manipulate the population. ( smart phones, smart TV`s, microwaves, cell phone towers, WIFI, hypnosis ect… and what about food and water ) These are all forms of energy.

What if there was a way to remove all of these implants? I will be testing this out for myself on next Thursday May 7 2015 and will share my experience on this. There are individuals who know how to use energy to heal all kinds of diseases and ailments. This type of healing has been going on for thousands of years. Our mind is way more powerful than we know, can you image just how powerful higher consciousness is. I told you this would be so far out there.

I leave you this to ponder. The next time you are thinking outside of the box turn it into a circle and connect with the true power of higher consciousness.

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

When an individuals learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
20 Free Gifts

“Searching For Truth”

My Journey On The Path To Seeking Truth Part 7

Visit here > Seeking Truth for Parts 1-6

When I began my quest to seek truth in all things I had no idea where this would lead me. It has been 27 months and there have been so many left and right turns it is enough to make your head spin.

As more is being revealed to me through my research and how man has manipulated and corrupted what I call the BIG 3 religion, government and money it is easy for me to see why the human race has been held in bondage for thousands upon thousand of years. I include education as part of these BIG 3.

Do we really know who we are? If yes then why are we in such a terrible state of numbness? From my perspective I would have to say we are on our way to knowing truth. This word truth has also been used as a major piece to our enslavement.

It is the responsibility of each individual to know truth. With the availability of information how is this possible I ask. I have come to understand that everything we have been taught inside the system of the BIG 3 has been strategically planned out hundreds of years in advance, maybe even thousands of years to keep us enslaved.

I write about higher consciousness and the power of freedom when we learn how to tap into this source. Everything is a vibration and the Earth has been experiencing a higher vibration with help coming from the cosmos which is causing the awakening of many individuals around the globe.

When an individual understands that they are the creator of their reality through consciousness, choosing each experience prior to it playing out can have a tremendous affect on their knowing who they really are. Meaning we are here at this time by our choice to make the changes to break the necessary chains that bond us.

We are winning this battle just as the same battle is being won in the cosmos at the same time. We will not be silenced any more. We will remove those who have no interest in leading us to a loving, peaceful, and prosperous experience for all mankind.

We can learn from others but we still have to search within for truth. For my friends who read the bible as a literal translation below I leave you with this to ponder.

Could it be that the words die, dead and death in the bible are referring to the spirit and not the flesh? Could the human body be the tomb of the spirit? The spirit that died to give you your human life experience, thus suffers on the cross. This then would mean that Christ`s death and resurrection has nothing to do with the flesh. The resurrection is only of the spirit. The new body will be explained at another time.

I will be digging deeper into the number 7 and its significance to all mankind that will blow your parachute wide open. Stay tuned and stay safe!

The Mind Is Like A Parachute It Only Works When It Is Open!

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

When an individuals learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
20 Free Gifts

“Searching For Truth”