Disclaimer: It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy only in the illusion aka Game of Life.
What this author likes to call his journey has been developing into nothing more than a fantasy created by the mind ( ego ) of deception. It is his understanding all beings are searching for something to fill a void with no real understanding as to what this void really is.
For those who see everything as being connected or one, I ask connected to what or who?
After 20 years of Christian church going and being taught about a savior Jesus Christ, and walking away on an Easter morning in 2013 to dive into as much information as he could handle about the church as a whole and how it came into existence, was the beginning of a roller coaster ride. ( with no regrets )
This author has written many articles using gematria some on the corruption of how the the false father enslaved the world and articles about the journey of what he called the soul. Many have stated that numbers don`t lie, however they can be manipulated, this has never been the intention of this author although at times it seem to look this way.
For those who aren`t familiar with gematria simply put it is a number system for letters of the alphabet and this author understands many languages are set up with this system.
The English alphabet has 26 letters and the number system for these letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 for the first 13 letters A-M and the number system for the last 13 letters are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, N-Z. Notice that the number 7 is in the middle of the each sequence. Origin of this cypher may have come from Freemasons, who could have adopted it from the Kabbala or Chaldean numerology systems.
Gematria is a method of interpreting words, based on numerical values of letters.(Greek geometria) Every thing that is created by man involves mathematics, geometry aka Sacred Geometry (Pi). I find it interesting the words Gematria and Geometria when added using the cipher equal 70 and if we use decimal parity 7+0 = 7. Why is this significant, well if you spell out 7 seven it equals 22 and 22\7 = 3.142.. which is the closest known fraction to Pi (P3,I5 ) = 8. This writer will be using simple math aka addition, subtraction, multiplication and division in the work below.
Just about every religion or culture has a savior or a god they worship. What is interesting is they all believe their god is the real and only one, this is true because it is the same god within the illusionary universe. Many have come to try and teach the truth and help wake up the dead aka human beings aka Homo sapiens only extant human species. The name Homo sapiensis Latin for “wise man” and was introduced in 1758 by Carl Linnaeus. ( Wise Man = 23 )
Well obviously the wise man ( self included ) hasn`t learned a hell of lot over many thousands of years.
There are many theories and beliefs as to who or what has been controlling this game from the start. This author makes no claim as to what the answer is. What he is going to explain is his understanding of the illusion within the English language using gematria and how it relates to the creator of the game.
The Gnostic’s share a story about Sophia-Gaia who was responsible for creating matter and all within this universe. When this author created the story Connecting To Sophia Gaia By Way Of Gematria ” the-story of creation the journey of my soul ” was written this author`s understanding was not as it is now.
Below was used by this author to help write the story Connecting To Sophia Gaia By Way Of Gematria ” the-story of creation the journey of my soul “. What this author understands now is creation of the universe was not one of spirit aka god aka creator aka source.
First Descent: The first thought ( silence ) is thought through light which gives shape to the fallen. ( masculine )
Second Descent: The voice ( speech ) from the thought which is the breath ( spirit ) that gives life that empowers the fallen. ( feminine )
Third Descent: The Word or Logos from the voice of thought takes human appearance and teaches the light or truth.( masculine )
We will begin with the numbers, it is suggested if the reader has the desire, to use the cypher above and do the math for themselves.
Trimorphic = 42, Protennoia = 32, 42+32 = 74, 7+4= 11, 1+1= 2, right out of the gate we have duality created. Positive = 38, Negative = 36, 38+36= 74. It is from here on the division continues.
We are now moving into dualism.
noun: dualism; plural noun: dualisms
1. the division of something conceptually into two opposed or contrasted aspects, or the state of being so divided. “a dualism between man and nature”
Philosophy – a theory or system of thought that regards a domain of reality in terms of two independent principles, especially mind and matter ( Cartesian dualism ).
noun: Cartesian dualism – the religious doctrine that the universe contains opposed powers of good and evil, especially seen as balanced equals.
In Christian theology, the heresy that in the incarnate Christ there were two coexisting persons, human and divine.
2. the quality or condition of being dual; duality.
late 18th century: from dual, on the pattern of French dualisme.
1. the quality or character of a particular person or thing that distinguishes them from others of the same kind, especially when strongly marked.
Here we have the separation between mind ( I ego ) and spirit ( one ) which becomes dualism creating duality in-turn creates individuality. Notice the word duality at the end of the word individuality. This creates the dual within the individual.( Dual = 13 )
Dualism = 25 – Duality = 27 – 25+27 = 52 = 7. These two words give us our days of the week and number of weeks of the year. Individuality = 52 = 7, I Ego = 19 – 1+9 = 10 = 1, One = 8 When the illusion of separation occurred 19-8 = 11, look what we find.
The number 11 gives us Animal = 11, Mind = 11, together we have 22, 2+2 = 4. This author has only come across two words that equal 4, AMAN and Ban. Here in the animal mind we find our famous 11 11, much has been written and discussed as to what these numbers represent or mean.
Aman “The word is derived from Arabic aman meaning ‘security, safety, peace, shelter, protection.” Sanskrit name for boys meaning Peace.
Origin Ban: Old English bannan ‘summon by a public proclamation’, of Germanic origin, reinforced by Old Norse banna ‘curse, prohibit’; the noun is partly from Old French ban ‘proclamation, summons, banishment’.
The number 22 gives us Pi Phi, Adam Eve, Seven, ISIS, Matrix, Bondage, Forty and Cross to list a few. The human skull has 22 bones.
In the Gnostic story Sophia is Christ`s consort and they are known as the 13th. Aeon.
TRIMORPHIC PROTENNOIA Codex XIII ( 13 )
Then the Perfect Son revealed himself to his Aeons who originated through him, and he revealed them and glorified them and gave them thrones and stood in the glory with which he glorified himself. They blessed the Perfect Son, the Christ, the only-begotten God.
In the world of reincarnation there is a term used to relate ones past existences with today’s. The word is ASPECT, Christ was creating aspects, duality which becomes what this author calls Living Energy. ( Aspect = 25 = 7 )
The Egyptians identified Christ – Messiah using the letters Iu-em-hetep. Now we will take these words and separate them from the dashes and see what the value is. IU ( I5,U6 ) 5+6 = 11, EM ( E5,M1 ) 5+1 = 6, HETEP ( H6,E5,T7,E 5,P3 ) 6+5+7+5+3 = 26, 11+6+26 = 43, 4+3 = 7. Leaving in the ( – Dash = 17 ) gives us the number 77, 7+7 = 14, 7X7 = 49, 4+9 = 13, 1+3 = 4. What this author finds awesome is that the trail of numbers always continues as his journey expands beyond the limits or bondage which has enslaved man.
Just a few words with the numerical value of 43 are fire water, holy spirit, and hocus pocus. Now for 14, love, die, dead, sex, cave, six, red and Phi. Using the mirror phenomena for 43/34 = 77. Now we will take a look at some words with the numerical value of 34, forehead, fishes, beginning, descends, Aquarius, Golgotha, human skull, Astrology and magnetism.
Iu-em-hetep means “He who comes in peace as number seven” COULD THIS BE the continuous coming of the Christ – Messiah ( higher mind ) trying to wake us up to realize who we truly are? Which may explain, Matthew 24:36 “But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.” Each individual will experience this in their own mind.
Proverbs 9:1 ” Wisdom has built her house, She has hewn out her seven pillars; ”
Living ( L2,I5,V5,I5,N1,G7 ) = 25, Energy ( E5,N1,E5,R5,G7,Y2 ) = 25 here you will find these words have the exact numbers 125557 only in different order. This will also give us 25+25 = 50 = 5, what this author calls the man star aka five point star. FIVE POINT STAR = 58 = 13 = 4. The first 7 prime numbers : 2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17= 58. A few words and word combination that equal 58, Light Darkness, Spirit Soul Mind and Transfigured.
Energy is only found in the illusion, due to it can be manipulated and changed just like the illusion of time.
Individual= 38, =11,= 2 we briefly looked at number 11, however when we spell out Eleven ( E5,L2,E5,V5,E5,N1 ) = 23 = 5, Eleven gives us some interesting words, El, Eve, Leven, and Even. You may not be familiar with the name Leven, an English surname and place name. It is etymologically related to the name Lennox. Leven is also the Dutch word for ‘life.’ Hebrew (male name) for “heart’s child. The word hearts is also the word earths.
I could only find the word aa which equals 2. noun: aa – 1. basaltic lava forming very rough, jagged masses with a light frothy texture.Origin of aa – Hawaiian ‘a‘a, to burn.
When we spell out Two ( T7,W4,O2 ) = 13 and we have Zero, God, Sun, Ten, Net, Alpha, Dot, Line ,Vail, Jew, and Clock. Let the reader recall Christ and Sophia were called the 13th. Aeon. All things are created by a dot and line. All things can only be created in the mind. I have read some individuals believe the English language is the lost language. Is it a coincidence Christ and Sophia are called the 13th. Aeon. We will come back to the spelling of the number 13.
As I was writing this part I happened to glance over at the time on my computer and it was 10:10 = 20 = 2 and today`s date is 12/14/2019 = 20 = 2.
Next up is 38, where the rubber meets the road. See if any of these words resonate, Esoteric, Revelation, Aphrodite, Replenish, Universe, Cosmic Puzzle, Positive, Demiurge, Bridegroom and Prodigal Son. Many individuals believe Lucifer is the prodigal son which is true because Christ, yourself and I are also the prodigal son.
Time to look at the number 32, Christ, Lucifer, Trinity, Infinity, Present, Serpent, Incarnation, Firmament, Divided, Phalanges, Current, Religion, Sanctuary, Thirty, Tabernacle, Protoplasm, Mitosis, English, and my favorite Confusion all have the numerical value of 32.
Jesus Christ in the bible is called the word. ( Word = 15, Eve = 15 , Human = 15, Hell = 15 )
( KJV ) ” John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” Let the reader notice the numbers in this verse 11, there are 17 words and the total numerical value is 250 for this verse. We have a lot going on 11 = 2, 250 = 7 and 17 = 8, which gives us 2+7+8 = 17 = 8. Christ = 32, Sophia = 23, 32+23 = 55 = 10 = 1 ( ONE = 8 ) Sophia is known as wisdom which could be the mind of Christ. In the Genesis story the female EVE is blamed for what many call the fall of man. This is when many believe sin entered the game, there is no sin only perceived to create guilt and shame in the mind.
( KJV ) “John 1:3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.” Well this verse pretty much answers the question. Who is responsible for creating the illuionary Universe and it`s inhabitants? This verse contains 17 words = 8, and the total numerical value of the verse equals 243 = 9. Here we find the number 17 again. The verse has the numbers 1 and 3 and John equals 13, 1+3+13 = 17, add the word colon = 10, 17+10 = 27. The number 27 is loaded with clues see for yourself here are some of them, Jesus, Light, White, Bethel, Duality, Alphabet, Nazareth, Chi Rho, Lamb Of God and Hebrew.
In the normal creation of the Embryo ( E5,M1,B2,R5,Y2,O2 ) = 17, there are 46 chromosomes, 46 is the mirror number of 64, It Is What It Is = 64, Christ Lucifer = 64, the game of chess has 64 squares. Antichrist = 46, as do the following words and word combinations, Garden Of Eden, Eighty Six, Temple Heaven, Ten Commandments, All Seeing Eye, House Of God, Circumcised and Trimester. It just keeps on dividing 46+64 = 110 = 11 = 2. The human pregnancy averages about 9 months. ( 27 = 9 )
( KJV ) Revelation 13:18 “Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.” Many believe this is the number of the Antichrist and they are correct, because it is man. The illusion created by the I ego and the story of Jesus as coming to save the world has been tuned into one about sin and being saved from this sin. All illusions are created from the imagination within the I ego.
Just as a magician creates an illusion to divert the audience from what they think they are actually seeing, the mind has been tricking you to believe you have a body.
Imagination = I Magi Nation = 36, 11 letters, the following also have the numerical value of 36, Life Time, Word Of God, Simon Magus, Mary Magdalene, Love Wisdom, Reverse, Quadrangle, Invisible, Sorcerer, Monotheism, Celestia, Negative and Algorithm.
Algorithm; a process or set of rules to be followed in calculations or other problem-solving operations, especially by a computer.( Computer = 32 )
noun: imagination; plural noun: imaginations
1. the faculty or action of forming new ideas, or images or concepts of external objects not present to the senses.
2. the ability of the mind to be creative or resourceful.
3. the part of the mind that imagines things.
Middle English: via Old French from Latin imaginatio(n- ), from the verb imaginari ‘picture to oneself’, from imago, imagin- ‘image’.
How do eyes see images?
The images we see are made up of light reflected from the objects we look at. This light enters the eye through the cornea, which acts like a window at the front of the eye. Because the front part of the eye is curved, it bends the light, creating an upside down image on the retina.
Images = 25 = 7, Imagine = 25, 7, Image = 19, I Ego = 19 = 10 = 1, These three words equal an interesting number 25+25+19 = 69, which I will not expound at this time.
(KJV) Genesis 1:27 ” So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. Total numerical value 315 = 9.
Genesis = 35+1+27 = 63 = 9, Nine months is the average length for human pregnancy.
Cause And Effect = 59, The following words and word combination also equal 59, Jesus Christ, Light Life Love, Masculine Feminine and Two Edged Sword.
(KJV) Hebrews 4:12 ” For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
(KJV) Hebrews 4:12, Hebrews = 33+4+12 = 49 use the word colon = 59
I am he as you are he as you are me
And we are all together.
Total numerical value = 166 = 13
Let me take you down Cause I`m going to Strawberry Fields Nothing is real.
Total numerical value = 238 = 13
If God is one or wholeness it is impossible for God to create duality, this would not make God whole. Could this be what the Big Bang ( 25 ) theory is trying to reveal? The split of Adam ( atom ) to create Eve is the split of the mind from spirit.
Could the story of Christ and true meaning of the crucifixion and resurrection be one of the mind? Is the true teaching about correcting thought and abolishing the ego? As long as the ego is in control of the mind there will be no peace on earth.
It only makes sense Christ created the ego so he has to teach how to abolish it, the church turned him into being a martyr. If God is love there is no way God would create duality or sacrifice anyone. Everything outside of God is not real it is all a dream ( imagination ) the ego wants you to believe you are living in a body we call flesh, there is no real body, all has be made by the split mind and all happens in the mind. Just like when you go to sleep and dream nothing is real.
There is no sin you are innocent, believing you have left is the result of guilt and shame. The real message is about learning what true forgiveness is and seeing all your brothers and sister as innocent.
“Searching For Truth”
“Knowledge is knowing which gives you wisdom that enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )
” When an individual learns how to tap into the higher consciousness there are no limits. “( Jack Shea)
” Wisdom leads to all the right paths, knowledge will gain you freedom and love is the glue for all things” (John Michael)
“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”